As soon as you grow and get more experienced, you develope you own habits, character, rules and opinions which mostly are not suitable for your second part or your parents and friends.As it is said, but I do not remember where it was said your spring becomes a fall. I think this is normal and every humanbeing will have this situation.Then starts the third level, the level of strongly established ideas and outlook of the world through long time developed routine and wide experience and skills. Some people say that the third level and the fourth levels are the most and influencial levels of the world. It says that it can changes you redical.You may be a waiter or president. Mostly it is a level,when we understand why we are here to be a wolf or a sheep? Probably you, my reader do know the rules of wolfs and sheeps(it is says that there are two types of people, the first one is wolfs(they are very few) and consquently sheeps).It is only you who can decide all things. It is upon your hands.In the games this level is the times when you already have developed your tactics, ideas and strategy.When you know how to act, how to shut? What to choose to shut??? And all all that questions. The times pasts, you realize that you are alone in the world, that you have nobody to give after your life. At this moment starts the level 4 of the game and the life. The games seems boring and not so interesting.You already know what is to be tomorrow. You even ready to leave everthing and start some other game. The only way is to makes friends of to cop money or make up coalition, in order to be stronger and longer. That is simply, you create generation who will follow your steps. It is really hards. Yes ofcourse life with them is painfull,but as soon as you see them, their actions and everthing what they do, this motivates you to live for them. That is not the only reason, even it is some mercenariness, but you have to suffer because only you will reap the fruits from them.
Finally, you understand that you are at the golden ages and the most important is that the life is not passed andlived simply.