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14:53 

Privet vsem.:)

09:11 

Nu ladno...

I tak segodnya vtoroy den' moey zapisi v etom Dnevnike.Vrode den' nachalsya normalno.Poluchil pismo ot Rano,a potom eshe odno ot Julie(gde govorit'sya chto ona pomenyala E-mail.A tak vrode poka chto vse...

16:58 

Dlya Samiri

Esli eto chitaet Samira, to pust' ona znaet chto u nee s golovoy chto to ne to...:)Samira skazala chtob ya dobavil chto eto bila shutka...

13:56 

Da chegoje u menya Dnevnik ne krasiviy.

Ya shas videl dnevnik Samiri.U nee on takoy krasiviy...
I really like ,I want to make my one better.=, but I wanna do that myself.A da vot eshe chto Segodnya Akmal aka nam s Samiroy predlagal rabotu posle ekzamenov.A mne interesno.Tolko jalko chto u menya bilo tak mnogo planov, jelaniy,a oni vse poteryalis'.Damn.I miss my girlfriend so much...Ya segodn'ya ne chto potratil den'.I mne eto ne nravitsya so vsem.Pochemu tak bivaet???Kogda chelovek hochet bit' s kemto,no v tot moment poyavlayuutsya kakieta prepyadstviya.Mne eto ne nravitsya.Vse taki chuvstvuetsya sila oceni i zimi. Ya doljen zanyat' sebya chemto. Vse ya reshil chto teper' ya doljen zanyatsya kakimnibud' sportom i eshe zaymus' toy rabotoy to chto Akmal aka predlojil.A on horoshiy chelovek.Dobriy vo vsyakom sluchae.S nim ne skuchno poboltat'.
Ladno vse,hvatit na segodnya boltovni.Mne eshe nado napisat'pismo koe-komu,a ya pishi ni ochem.

14:00 

Vot chto eshe hotel skazat'.

U menya segodnya tak silno golova bolela.Ochen' silno.K etomu eshe ya segodnya ne obedal.Nadobi poobedat'.Nado ochen' nado.Da uje vremya 16.03.Ok,ladno na segodnya hvatit boltavni.. mne esh nado pozvonit' Sherzodu...
Poki doki(interestno a skem eto ya shas proshayus'?)")

12:40 

I tak segodnya...

Ne znayu pochemu, no u menya segodnya horoshee nastroenie.I ya etomu kakbi ochen' rad. :dance:

14:51 

Takoe chuvstvo chto ya segodnya vsem na nervi deystvuyu...Damn

19:50 

Nenaviju kogda ona tak delaet...

Damn what a hell is that? I really hate this character in her.Ona chtoto obeshaet,a potom ne vipolnyaet,a ya uje so vsey sem'yoy pererugalsya, chtob trubku ne trogali.Damn...Nu chto za urodskiy den'?U menya den' bil horoshiy, nastroenie super, osobenno kogda ona mne dala znat'that she is going to talk to me and added that she loves me and really missed me. A potom pozvonila i mi pogovorili pol minutki a potom skazala chto perezvonit cherez 15 minut, toes't shas. Teper' ona otpravila SMSku tipa she cannot call. Ufff Nega unaqa qiladi uuuu??? I really hate that shit...
Damn, Chert, daje ne znayu kak mne vse eto virozit'.A kstati,Ya segodnya Samire otdal ee kol'co,nadeus' ono ey ponravilos'.Vrode ono ponravilos'.Glavnoe she was satisfied.:abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse: :abuse:

14:03 

I tak choje segodnya, bilo???

I tak, utrom ya nimnojko poboltal s moeyey lyubimoy(she called me), than I asked her to call me tomorrow(Coooool :)))).I am so happy, Tak chto zavtro ya sney eshe poboltayu.:super: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance:

14:08 

Uraaaaa!!!!!

U menya segodnya takoe horoshee nastroenie,tak kak ya segodnya boltal chutli ne celiy den'.

20:00 

Daje ne znayu... chto skazat'.

Ne znayu toli u menya horoshee nastroennie ili plohoe.Damn, the life is shit.Esli lyudi znali kak silno ya hochu vse brosit'.Vse abosutno vse brosit'. Zabit' ob o vsem. O tom chto u menya bilo... Nachat' vse snova.Eslibi bila takaya mashina kotoraya moglabi povernut' vse nazad ya nachalbi vse s samogo nachala. Hotyabi na 5 let nazad.Kogda ya veril chestnost' i sam bil chist i spokoen dushoy. Ladno, pust' budet tak kak pravilno.
Ladno hvatit pisat' ,a to....

12:39 

Tak golova bolit.

Eslib vi znali kak silno u menya golova bolit.Damn Vchera vecherom mi futbol igrali,a teper' tak vse telo bolit plus eshe boshka treshit, kak budto ya vchera buhal.Nu ladno chtobi tam ne bilo.Ya poshel ya shas chtonibud' perekushi,a potom kakoynibud' film posmotryu.
Hurmat ila Amirsaid.

15:25 

Hulalalalalalal"!!!!!!!!!

Ya shas naigralsya Quaki Arena.I really like it.I have to practice it at home....

09:32 

I tak ya ne znayu s chego nachat' razgovor...

Hmmm,navernoe shas Shohruh gotov menya zarezat' tak kak mi doljni bili s nim vstretitsya v 10.00 u vhoda moego univera,a menya ne bilo...A tak vrode vse okay, tolko chto nachal kachat' vse fotki.Damn da kajdiy iz nih po 2-3 megabayta vesit.:( (Vot opyat' vstavlyayu ocherednuyu fotografiyyu iz moego alboma.)

13:29 

She did not write me today :((((((

Ya dumal she will write me today, but she did not,nu ladno perejivem,glavnoe chtob vse bilo normalno.A tak chtoto ya ne ponel,ya shas nashel tochnee uznal chto est' univer gde nado platit' tolko za 2.200 za god.Daje ne znayu chto skazat'...

15:47 

I do not know to li eto horoshie ili plohie novosti...

No fakt to chto Ya segodnya rastalsya so svoey devushkoy.U menya poslednee vremya bilo mnogo misley ob etom.Mojet ona i ne toto chelovek kto mne nujen,a mojet i tot.Ya ne mog eto ey skazat'.Ya boyalsya sdelat' ey bo'lno.Dumayu ya bil gotov proyti vse lijbi chtob ona bila schastliva, no pohoje ne tolko u menya bili eti chuvstva.Daaaa.Chto udevitelno chto pohoje it is all over.It is seems like my life is over.I know that I have to start my life again.I think that was a lesson for me that the best way is to be free and do whatever you want, to be independend,so that when the day comes you were ready to admitt the one who have been choosen by your parents',the ones who knows what is right and wrong, who know what to do and when to do. Mne nado zapomnit' etot den'.Dumayu segodnya odin iz samih ochen' vajnih dney v moey jizni.Den' kogda ya bil broshen,(damn I should have do that first.).Hotya,nu ne znayu toli ya broshen ili prosto ona reshilas' na eto, a ya ne smog.Pust' chto budet to budet.My life my life.And nobody is gonna take it away from me.Ya doljen jit' dlya sebya.Tolko dlya sebya,dlya svoih roditeley.
That is the only thing hat I want.

13:08 

Emptiness of Heart is the same as living without any wishes and dreams.

Udevitel'no.
U menya s serdce i v dushe pustota.Vo osros v drugom.A pochemu? Za cheto? Chto ya sdelal plohogo?.Za kakie postupki??? These all questions make me...Damn....

16:09 

Tak kakieje novosti???

Woy, eslib ti znal moy slushatel' kokaya segodnya bila pogoda??? Da etoje ktuto,super puper. Vchera bil sneg segodnya sneg i nadeus' zavtro budet.Damn Pogoda prosto super.Mi shas kayfovali of snega.Shas s rebyatami v snejki kidalis' i porolis', po polnoy.Shas u menya nimnojko palci bolyat.Nu ladno.
Hvatit na segodnya. Da koe chto eshe.Znaesh chtom moy miliy chitatel'?Ya ee segodnya vo sne videl, tochnee govorya slishal ee golos'.On mne tak ponravilsya,znaesh eto chtoto vrode davnee no rodnoe, kakoe to chto ya ochen' horosho znayu no davnim davno ne slishal.Eto kak navernoe vozduh,kogda ti mojesh raznie primesami vozduhami dishat',no kogda chuvstvuesh kakoeto blyudo chto davnim davno ne chuvstvoval, ti ponimaesh chto eto to chto ti ochen' dolgo hochish ili to chto tebe ochen' nujno, no v toje vremya po kakimlibo prichinam ti ponimaesh ti ne udalos' etogo pochuvstvovat'.Tak navernoe eto i est' to chto ya davno ne chuvstvoval ili ne slishal. Ne znayu, ne znayu, na samom dele ne znayu.Pust' chto budet to budet.Ya znayu chto ona ne vozduh i ne edinstvennoe sushestvo ili chelovek kotoriy mojet menya oschastlivit', potomu chto eslib eto bilo tak togdabi ne sluchilos' togo chto sluchilos' da eshe ya ne dumayu chto eto stoit etogo.Hmmmmmm. Mne nechego skazat'.Navernoe eto est' to chto nazivaetsya "Pervaya lyubov'".No v glubine dushi vse eshe est' chtoto chto govorit chto tebe nujna tolko ona...Samoe glavnoe eto to chto ya segodnya slishal ee golos vo sne. I samoe samoe glavniy vopros stoit tak: CHTO ETO ZNACHIT? ILI CHTO ETO OZNACHAET? OZNACHAETLI ETO CHEGOLIBO???

10:58 

I tak.

Eshe odin den' bezdeliya.Ne znayu pochmeu no u menya bolit golova.A da ya vspomnil ya vchera v 1.30 le'g spat'.Nu ladno karoche pohoje mne segodnya nechego skazat'.
Eto moya podpis'.:)

12:08 

Moyo pervoe sochinenie kotoroe mne ochen' ponravilos'.

Segodnya, ya hotel tebe moy dorogoy chitatel' raskazat' ili daje vstavit' moyyo pervoe sochineniee kotoroe ya napisal kogda mne bilo toli 14-15 let.Mne ono ochen' ponravilos' i daje seychas ya v ney viju chtoto chto stoit togo prochitat'. Ya uvuren chto ono vam ponravitsya.I tak. Sochinenie nazivaetsya "The meaning of the Life" I hope you will like it. And so, I am starting...
The meaning of the Life.
In one of advertising posters of my favorite computer game, you can read their slogan or even mission statement, saying " Play more, life is short."Probably, this words were concetrated to children,but not to adult people, but I still strongly believe that they have ery strong and deep meaning. In the following composition, I will try to prove you that. So, can you imagine that your life is a game?,haveing the same feeling that we have in the real life such as challenges, happiness, satisfaction e.t.c. So, what is our life? This is a main question that we have to answer.At the begining of the game or of your life, it is dificult to understand everything.It is hard to understand what is right and what is wrong,however there are problems to which it is hard to find right solution even for adults. E.g. Why cannot we touch a hot teapot or to pass a road without adult people... The same thing we have in the game we do not know where to go? from what to start?Who to ask? How to find out tips? and others. A the begining of the game you do not the chief gole of the game as well as in life.
(Sorry, my dear reader,I will try to write te other parts some later.)...

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